Well I've been meaning to redraw one of my old, and favorite OCs <Original Characters>.  The character name is Zai, and he is from on of the three stories i'm writting.  He has power over ice, that being why his clothes are done in light blues and purples.

well here it is:

Now if i could only decide on a backround...

Well today I won and EBay auction for volume 9 of VOS from 1988 w/ XJapan on it.  It is only 45mins long but i dont care, im lacking in XJapan things.

Well anyways it is only costing me $15.99 w/ Shiping. The only bad thing is it'll be a few weeks till i get it cause of the fact it is being shiped by SAL Mail to the US from Japan. But i love XJApan too much and another copy VSH the person selling it wanted over $30 w/out shipping.

Oh here is a pic of it:

~ XMas ~

XMas went a little better than expected.  My Grandparents decided to wait till the 26th to celebrate. I didnt stay to too long over at my step dad parents house, which im thankful for.  I'm a little made at my dad though.
He kept going on how he wasnt going to his dads and wanted to spend the time w/ me instead. but an hour before i was posed to be home I find out they are getting ready to go over to his dads......  That made me soo made that he just up and changed the plans on me....
Well anyways, I did get some kool stuff for XMas.
From my dad and my bros i got an CD player for my car, the frist 2 vols of the graphic novel "Fake" and the first two vols of "Wild Act" <another manga>. he also got me some japanese snacks.
From my mom I got a new stearo for my room and the "Sonic Mega Collection" for the PS2 <my little brother is trying to take it over though>
From my grandparents I got the frist 2 vols of the Garphic novel "Under the Glass Moon" and a $40 gift card to Best Buy wich i used to get Vols 1 & 2 of the Gravitation TV series.  then i took back the DVD that the gave me <the best of G-Force > and got vol 3, then w/ my own money got vol 4.

~ BDay ~

Well on the 28th i celabrated my 19th BDay.  My family and 2 of my friends went to Cici's Pizza. it was really fun.  I got Pain Shop Pro 9 from my mom, Yay i finnally get an upgrade!

Christmas is diving me nuts already!!!

All the shoping..... Crowds <hate very very much>........

The worst though has yet to come though......  and that is all the running i have to do on Christmas day itself...... 

Here is my schedual of placest to be:

• Home
• Moms friend house to feed animals
• home
• Dads
• Stepdads parents
• home

I'm dreading all of it.....  I trully do not want to go to my Stepdad's parents house. I really dont like being around them.... I just feel uncomfortable around them......  Im soo different from all of them.....   None of them care for doing art....  They are all for America, meaning they dont buy anything, that is if they can avoid it, that is not made in the USA, so are tast in music is defently different....  Yah they are nice and all but i dont feel like they are actually part of my, meaning personal or just myself, familly.......  Also they are a lot more social than me....... cant stand it at all!!!

some one please help me.....

Ok normally i dont post this type of thing, but it just made me soo made and i need a way to vent right now......

Well today my mom told me she was planing on take me to the docter to have him put me on some meds for Social Anxicity Disorder <sorry if i spelled that wrong>.  For the longest it just shocked me and i couldnt think of what to say.  Yah, I dont like leaving the house, sepically during the day since i'm light sensitive, and I cant stand all my friends i live around so i rarely do anything w/ them. I have other reasons but those i will not say. 

Well once we got home I pertty much fliped and we argued for bout and half hour. but in the end I won, so no danmed meds for me.

I think what got me mad the most is the fact her and my step dad refuse to put my little bro on meds to clam him down, but are willing in a heart beat to put me on meds.

OMG I'm alive!!!

Yah i know it has been a long time since i've posted.....  A lot has been going on in my life.....

First off I got my first car and my drivers lisence. for me this is just sooo awesome!!

2nd. for a whole week i was stuck babysitting my litte 6 year old brother while my parents were on vactation in Cancoon <lucky them>

Not long after they got back, my mom had to go into surgery. But she is home now and is doing well <She driving me insane!>

Well now things are starting to settle down, so i should have more time, well for now......  I'm looking for a job presently <so i can pay for gass and other junk for my car and so i can buy some CDs>.

I knew i'd be bringing this up sooner or latter.....

But anyways here are my two all time favorite Gackt x Mana pics:

This pic just speaks for its self!!  Is there any Gackt/Malice Mizer fan who dosent like this pic <well other than any guys>? Dose anyone know who that is behind Gackt?

lols it looks like Gackt is:
1. looking at Mana's ass.
2. Bout to Smack Mana's ass.
Come on peps isnt that pic just great, its even better cause Mana isnt paying atention to what Gackt is doing!

lols hope ya enjoy the pics

Well i'm borad and want to show off some of the fanart i've done. its mainly JRock, some anime and 1 original.

JRock

• T.M.Revolution <this is my newest drawing>
• Daishi in anime form <I love this one>
• Mana & Gackt <Gackt sorta looks like a monkey i truthfully spent more time on Mana than him>
• Gackt <ok i this one is a little better>
• Shinya in anime form <dont look to much like him though>
• Kyo
• Miyavi <another of my favorites>
• hide water colors + Gackt oil <I'm in this picture, one of my senior pics i got taken w/ some of my artwork>

Anime <these are at least 3 years old, but really good>

• Lime from Saber Marionet
• Clef from Magic Kinght Rayearth

Original <bout as old as the anime fanart>

• A Dark Elf casting a spell

Well here is another Gundam wall paper. this one features George from G Gundam.  This is one that i've made for Pan, but anyone may use it if they like.

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If anyone would like me to make them a ANIME wallpaper please ask, i normmaly only do pastel color backrounds cause they are easier to work with but i will do other colors if you like.  also include a url to the pic or pics you'd like used.

Okk i was very borad so i made a gundam seed wallpaper featuring Athrun and Kira. heheh It took me a couple of hours though....... i sat there and put the two images together, and had to do resizing and edditing......  but it turned out pretty nice.. i like it so much that i'm gonna let anyone who wants it use it...... just dont claim it as your own!!!!

Sample Image:

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Ok here is another Gundam Seed BG that i just got done with <Sep 14 10:17pm>

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Enjoy!!!